Posted by Julie (68.253.209.107) on July 06, 2004 at 14:17:31:
My husband and I joyously learned we were expecting last January. Then in February it turned into a miscarriage and all our dreams of a family were ended. Now we have been trying to conceive again with no sucess. It has been 6 months and I am saddened each month. I am 35 and he is 43, so I fear that our window is ending. We are both prayerful people but I have been struglling lately to see God's way in all of this. My self pity is terrible, so please pray that God turns it into grace and allows me to move forward with the life he has planned for me.